I wish I wasn't so dependent on other people. I wish I could be content on my own without having to tell EVERYTHING to someone simply because I am not enough alone. People - even the ones whom I love dearly - always seem to disappoint me. I'm by no means perfect, but I feel like people do not realize how much effort I put into all my words and each of my actions and how deliberate all of these things are when I choose to exercise them. I guess I just feel unappreciated sometimes. Maybe everyone feels this way and I have no right to act as if I'm a special case...but then again, if everyone thought like I did, I wouldn't feel this way.